Spoiler Warning: This is a really sappy post. After another two weeks of the whole family having flu followed by strep I was feeling a bit down. I was feeling a bit overwhelmed. Oh my gosh it is so hard to feel God and His Spirit when you are in physical pain! I know he was still there, still supporting me but I couldn’t feel Him. Not cool. So, during that brief moment I was like, What am I doing? I can’t do this. I can’t even take a shower, or feed my children how can I add two more? Doubt started to creep in.
Now that the fog has lifted after one day of antibiotics…How thankful I am that is not true! I can totally do this! I’ve got the best support in the world, God. I am so excited for our adventure! This is the most exciting thing I think I’ve ever done. I am fulfilling a life-time dream. I could never have done it without the CONSTANT encouragment of my Savior. We will be travelling really soon. Now, not surprisingly, I’m looking back at the last six months saying, Where has the time gone? Now i’m running through lists and lists in my mind of things still left to be done, (like their room!) I’m sure I wont finish everything, for sure. I think I have turned a new leaf over, casue i’m ok if I don’t finish everything and this is why….
“Everything will be alright in the end and if its not alright then its not the end” haha makes me laugh. Its from the movie ‘The Best Exotic Marigold Hotel’ which was pretty good if you like old wrinkly British people, which I do.
It is one of the best feelings to be on a path, being led by God and engaged in a Holy and worthy purpose!